Where are the answers?

Nothing makes sense,

I can’t believe what I see.

I hear things and I can’t believe,

I search for Why to no relief.

Answers to my questions can’t be found,

Not while I’m here on the ground.

I do things to elevate,

Most people can’t relate.

I thought I was in control,

Just searching for the answers of my soul.

Not all means justify the end,

Sometimes just need a friend.

But can anyone hear me,

I’m right in front but they can’t see.

What I’m really going thru,

Maybe I’m hidden it’s true.

“I don’t do anything for present experience,

Just for the future story.”

Used to live by that,

Now I’m disgusted by it.

Don’t matter what happens now,

As long as there’s a story to tell.

Even when I thought I was doing right,

I wasn’t even right about that.

It’s different now and I can see,

The answers I found in the above sea.

This is for me and only me,

Pray your paths leads to the answers you seek.