Path Prayer

I pray Father that this is the path. I will walk down this path even tho it can be scary. Scared of the unknown variables, if the medicine doesn’t work. I’ve tried so many things that had an effect but never lasting. I thought when you saved me that was the cure. You have cured me of so much already. Severe lust, addiction, anger, taking the easy way out, and lack of hope have all been taken away only flashes of experiences remain. I feel this time I will do what the old me wouldn’t have. Submit to what I don’t want to do. I don’t want to be on medicine, I don’t want my weakness to put stress on my family. I don’t want my weakness to be seen as Your weakness. I don’t want someone to look at me and see a lack of your power. I believe You can immediately heal me, you have miraculously healed me of so much already. I feel you want me to learn how to heal this with You now. Help me to trust You. I’m a scared child that needs a Loving Father that will hold my hand and walk with me. I want to enjoy my walk with You. Help me to be here with You, strolling down this path, smiling, waving to others passing by, laughing, not startled by surprises, constantly in Grace and emotions in balance, and loving others along the way. I pray this is the path. Amen