Endless miles and hours ahead,
Trying to calm the racing in my head.
Anxious about the path,
Obstacles are coming up fast.
Trying to plan every turn,
But things change fast I learn.
Accidents can be abound,
Do I reroute and go around.
Longer route for a detour,
Is that better than before.
What will get us there quick,
To drive around or sit in traffic.
Why do I even worry,
Always in such a hurry.
Why so anxious about the path,
And not enjoy it before it’s past.
20 hours on the road. All alone and left to my thoughts. A chance to see where my mind will go. Did not go well. Constant battle to stay positive and keep faith. Worried about problems that don’t yet exist. Trying to plan for if they do. The longer I think the worse the problems become. Driving myself crazy with worst case scenarios. This isn’t the way to think. Thoughts can manifest reality so I have to be careful. Stay positive and keep faith. Problems will happen, they always have, but they get solved as fast as they come. So why worry today about the problems of tomorrow? Today has enough problems, like staying focused and not rear ending the car in front of me with my world inside of it. We will get there-Today, tomorrow, and the next day.
“Search me, O God, and know my heart: Try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.”
Psalm 139:23-24 KJV
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